I am back in the states now, but it doesn't feel like I am home.
I have been trying to unpack my new room in the Schaaf home, I am stuck in the in-between stage again. Story of my life.
I am excited to see what this semester holds for me, but I don't understand how people go to college for so long! I want to be doing things now. I know that God can use me here and now, but I want to be out there already, making a difference in ways that I didn't even know were possible.
I'm back at work on Wednesday and I can't wait. At least I feel useful there. I can't wait to get caught up with my coworkers and enjoy my time with them.
I need prayer this semester, I can already feel the anxiety weighing me down. I want to make this year great but I'm scared. I'm basically on my own now and I have so much to do. It's as if my insides are screaming "I'm not ready!", and the truth is that I'm not, looks like I am going to be leaning on Gods grace a LOT this semester.
What school are in? P.S you should follow my blog... I'll send you the link if you want it.
ReplyDeletePrayin' for you hun!! Love you!!!
I already follow your blog. I did that yesterday! Woot! Hey you should send me your email address and we can chat that way! Mine is Kristina.the.bina@gmail.com hit me up!
ReplyDeleteOh and I go to Northern Virginia Community College. Letigtly lame sounding but pretty chill.
ReplyDeleteAHaaha I willlll dude. i'l send you a email right now!!
ReplyDeleteBeans, I remember feeling the exact same way during college. That is one reason I ended up being so involved with my church (which paid off--I met your brother there!). ; ) We will keep praying for you and we know that the Lord will be all you need. Hope you have an awesome day back at work today!
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